Showing posts with label stanford. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stanford. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Why?

Why does the hottest girl in class, who almost never sits next to you for lectures (because there is always a rare exception to the law of averages ), have to come and sit next to you right on the day of your mid-term? And why does she have to look hotter than usual on that day? And why does she have to forget her watch and ask you "How long before the exam begins?"? And why does she have to start chattering nervously about how she couldnt sleep the last night because there was so much to read? And why does she have to be all "Oh! This is sooooo time-consuming! How are we gonna get this done in 70 minutes??" in her cute voice during the exam that only you can hear because you are sitting next to her? And why does she have to forget her calculator and ask if she can borrow yours? And why does she have to bump your elbow with hers just when you are doing an ultra-tricky calculation? And why does she have to giggle when the professor makes a joke about there being only 5 more minutes left? And why does she have to ask you after, how you did in the exam? And why does she have to get a call and leave just before you could ask her name?

So many questions....no answers...none at all.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

A bitter-sweet symphony....

Just when you begin to feel things are finally falling into place, a piece of the puzzle lifts itself and turns over...and ur back where you began...Just when you think you can now come to terms with reality, reality decides to play the bitch and refuses to come to terms with you....Just when you think this is it, this is the moment I have been waiting for all these years, you get an email which tells you the moment isnt coming anytime soon...Just when you think you have made a sweet discovery, you make another one which sweeps the first one off its feet and not in a good way....Just when you think things couldnt get any colder, a ray of sunshine pierces the clouds and brightens your day...Just when you think you cant be more lost, you are given a map which tells you you are not even in the same book, forget the same page as others....Just when all seems lost, you come home and find a surprise waiting for you....Just when you think, you are right on track, you find that the game has changed now, and you need to switch if you want to continue playing....Just when you begin to harbor hopes of a new beginning, you find ghosts from the past trying hard to haunt you...Just when you get rid of them, you run into new potential ghosts...Just when you want to move forward, you take a step back....Just when you think all is lost, someone comes along and holds your hand....Just when it seems life cant get any better, it surprisingly does...

Time flies, shit happens, people move on, seasons change...friends and family remain the only constant in life....enabling you to play the symphony....ensuring you continue playing even if you miss a note or two...

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

If you cant beat 'em, distract 'em!

N : Wow! Your handwriting is beautiful!

Me : Its a defense mechanism....like Chandler's....makes people momentarily forget that my solutions to some of those math problems are plain BS....

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Yo James...

Sometime in the mid-90s, somewhere in California....

"Ron, I'm gonna build a big ship...huge one...cut it into half ...tie people to the posts and railings on tht ship...then get a bunch of cranes and pull it vertical so that it looks like one half of a sinking ship....the tied people all sway, hanging on the threads they are tied to...its all natural...looks awesome...you capture it all using multiple cameras, edit it, post process it and lo, you have an awesome scene of a sinking ship...waddaya think?"

"You know James, its a ridiculous idea...its not gonna work...there's so much technology available...you should use it!"

"Technology schmecknology! I'mma make it work! You'll see..."

"Take my word James, you'll come back to technology later when it doesnt work out...and you'll have wasted money and time! Listen to me now, I know this stuff..."

"Oh you scientists know squat about art! You'll see"

6 months later....

"Yo James, hows it goin man?"

"You know what Ron, you were right...my goddamn idea was a boo-boo....it looked hideous..."

"I toldja didnt I!"

"Yeah! I put my foot in my own mouth...gimme your goddamn technology...lets see how it goes!"

A coupla years later in 1998....

Titanic smashes box-office records worldwide...

The people


Ron - Ron Fedkiw, my Special Effects professor (More info here)
James - James Cameron, Director

True story.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Recap....

Its been more than 5 months since I wrote stuff here...and I know its been too long, I shud have come here earlier, but sometimes things dont necessarily work out the way you want them to....anyways, i'm back and thts what matters for now i guess :)

The last 5 months have been just fab! Right from packing for 2 years, which was an amusingly monumental task, to saying goodbye to loved ones, which was surprisingly not as hard as I had imagined, maybe because I was better prepared, to flying across the globe to a totally new and unseen place on my own, to finding my feet in one of the awesomest places on earth, to getting thru a bitter-sweet, whirlwind first quarter, laced with more lows (all academic, none personal or social :) ) than I had had in life till then, to the fantastic vacation, where I ensured there's not many places I'm yet to see in this part of the US :) , to a rollicking second quarter which is already halfway through, phew! Its been quite a journey! I wouldnt want to bore people with a detailed account of these months, but still, there's quite a few snippets worth sharing...So here goes...

1. The Half Wave Rectifier
One of my first memories of the place is the EE dept orientation, especially the end of the Chair's welcome speech. After he had finished welcoming us and wishing us all the best for the upcoming wonderful years of our life, Prof. Horowitz asked the besotted, bedazzled crowd a seemingly simple question...

Whats this?
I thought "Great!! The quarter's not even begun and Profs have started pestering us with questions, albeit ridiculously simple!"

"Half wave rectifier!", the whole class answered in chorus.

"Correct! Now tell me what happens if the breakdown voltage of the diode is lesser than the input voltage? How do you ensure the diode stays alive?"

"You add another diode in series!", pat came the reply from the class!

"Very good! What if their combined voltage isn't enough to withstand the input?"

"You add another diode in series!"

This was getting ridiculous! Just as I was about to form a really bad impression of this whole place, Prof. Horowitz said

"Now students, like this sine wave, you all will have lots of ups and downs at Stanford. What matters is how you can keep the highs and get rid of the lows, just like this half-wave rectifier! What do you need for that? Like you all said, diodes! Who are these diodes??"

There was perfect silence in the room full of 200 people! This wasnt a technical question and hence nobody was willing to venture a guess :) Everyone was eager to hear what was coming next!

"Look around the room....Its full of diodes....like you! How much you like your time at Stanford depends on how many friends you make....the more diodes there are in your circuit, the happier you will be in this wonderful place!"

People couldnt stop beaming at that statement! :) Prof. Horowitz himself could barely stifle his smile :)

2. In retrospect...

Dec 11...The day I felt like a huge load was off my shoulders! Last day of my first quarter at Stanford! A hectic 12 weeks later, I was lower on confidence than I had begun but that was more because of lack of mental preparedness than anything else. For one thing, I hadnt studied much for the past 2 years, and for another, I hadnt expected Computer Networks to be a difficult course after taking it once at COEP and after working in the domain for 2 years! Guess what, it was the toughest of the lot! Believe it or not, I came pretty close to flunking the class, but in the end managed decently well. AI turned out to be the savior of the quarter for me. What networks took away, AI supplied in plenty - confidence of being able to work on something totally alien but totally awesome! Now as a I look back, I cant believe I have already programmed a robotic dog to cross the most difficult of terrains, written a handwritten digit recognizer, written maze games and puzzles, encoded a whole static router, encoded a whole dynamic router, implemented NAT, unsuccessfully written TCP reliable layer, programmed robots called Romeo and Juliet to find each other after they are lost in Gates(CS dept building) and yet attended almost every home game, most of the parties, and managed to stay alive, with a semblance of sanity still intact! :)

Life at Stanford isnt as much about time management or workload management, as it is about managing and controlling the fears within you! What a Masters degree teaches you here is more relevant than what the Professors teach in class or what you teach yourself during assignments, and that is recognizing your strengths and weaknesses, and playing to your strengths while trying to convert the weaknesses to strengths! The awareness of this is primarily the reason why my second quarter has been so fun-filled and rollicking! :)

3. A superb vacation!
December was so much fun after the exams! A couple of laidback days and i was off to LA to meet Niks and Ravi. Dhav had a lil surprise in store for us and before we knew it, we were in Vegas! After seeing "most" of Vegas and LA, Stanford was the next stop, where Gou joined the party and in the process, added another dimension to the gang! Ksh's entry was the quintessential icing on the cake, and as a result, Muir Woods was much more fantastic than before, Golden Gate bridge was really Golden, Sausalito was like a fairy land and best of all, the 17-mile drive was heavenly bliss! Another week in LA and San Diego capped off what was a truly memorable trip in all respects! The first of many many more to come surely! :)

4. Season 2 begins...
would be a very wrong statement to make, especially since today is the last day of week 5 of Season 2, and there's only 11 weeks in all :D So, its more like season2 is half way thru! Again, courses are really interesting, in fact, the workload is much much more this time, but since I am in a better state of mind now, I am enjoying it all even more! How Google Street View works, detecting people in videos, writing my first research project proposal, building a working car out of Lego pieces after solving puzzles to make money to be able to bid for raw material, vehemently supporting Skype against the traditional telecoms in Scandinavia, learning team-building through the Beatles, bagging a high-profile Microsoft project on cloud computing for climatology to help Berkeley National Labs and ultimately, NASA, getting surprisingly large number of internship interview calls, especially when people obviously much smarter and more experienced than me have got fewer, and bagging a Qualcomm offer have only been a few high-points of this quarter yet. And mind you, its been only 5 weeks! :) There's definitely more in store!

I'll try to be here more often. But even if I'm not, keep the comments coming people. This is a fab way of sharing stuff and it wud be a pity if we do away with it! :) Till next time then, ciao!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Halloween!


Had wild wild back-to-back nights at Stanford campus with all the funky parties! Partying at Stan rocks!Especially when u have slogged ur ass off for so long! \m/

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Carnal humor?

This conversation happened today afternoon when me and my roomie, Adrit went shopping at Trader Joe's...

Adrit: Dude, u have picked up a lot of breasts! u sure seem to lik them!
Me: I like breasts!
Adrit: I picked up some thighs....i thot those wud b enough!
Me: Well...lets have some breasts too!
Adrit: U like breasts more or thighs?
Me: I kinda like both!!
Adrit: Ok lets take both then!

And then we realise tht quite a few ppl around r staring at us!

Later, as we moved to the billing counter, the chick thr got into the conversation...

Billing chick: I wonder why breasts r more expensive than thighs!
Adrit: Hmm...true its always tht way!
Me: ?!!
Adrit: I think thts because they have more meat than the thighs...that makes sense rit?
Billing chick: Yeah tht sounds rit...breasts r always more juicy than thighs...thr u go...have a nice meal... :)

If u havent guessed it yet, we were shopping for some chicken.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

AFK...

I have been away frm my blog for , like, forever now...and its been a roller-coaster of a ride ths last 2-3 months...right frm the time i got my first admit frm CMU to the surprise admit frm Stanford to the amazing PF this yr (my last for a few yrs to come :( ) to last few weeks at HP to constant travelling to getting the visa power to last week in Bangalore! phew!! it hs been quite a year this...the next week will c me bid goodbye to a lot of thngs quite dear to my heart...its gonna b tough, probably not as tough as it ws 2 yrs ago, leaving pune :( but nevertheless tough...but more on tht l8r....lets not get nostalgic ahead of tim whn thrs so much more to talk abt :)


last few weeks hv been amazing, diffrnt to say the least...lemme do a wind up so tht i cn feel i never missd writing on my blog :)


1. IPL 2.0 ws amazing, contrary to wt most ppl said...i followed it completely and hd a gala time...esp in the latter half...rohit sharma, suresh raina, gilly, rp, haydos rocked the scene!! but perhaps the real star of ths edition ws fakey, with his witty, at times Madhur Bhandarkar-ish 'skeletons-out-of-the-closet' kinda writing, tht set this IPL apart frm the prev one...SRK hd a torrid time and so did Sachin...the first ws a delight to watch, the second ws just painful...i hope Sachin helps his team to win at least one major tournament final b4 he hangs up his boots...


2. Today FedEx tries to giv anothr shot to winning the only grand slam thts eluded him al these yrs...and surprisingly his nemesis isnt gonna b thr to stop him frm doing it...altho tht mayb a comforting thot fr al FedEx fans, including himself (cudnt resist tht, sorry :) ), the giant-killer may well prove to b handful fr the suddenly-turned-sentimental-and-all-mushy FedEx...i still hope Fed wins tho...he deserves to b rit up thr wit the GOD- Sampras! :)


3. ManU lost the Champions League final! i hv nothing more to say!

4. Watched Vicky Christina Barcelona...found it intriguing, even appealing...Woody Allen hs always given us interesting movies full of interesting characters....Penelope Cruz particularly rocks...so do Javier Bardem and Rebecca Hall...

5. India finally got a "stable" govt thts free frm "debts" of all kinds...so nw v can expect some "tough" and progressiv decisions to b made in yrs to come...plus the cabinet hs quite a few "young" leaders...so expect to c a 40 yr old PM "soon"...mayb in anothr 100-150 yrs!


5. And... Stanford let me in... :) even the US govt hs given the green signal...so if all goes well, come Sept, i'll b continuing writing my blog frm SF :)

Cheers to wt has been and wts to come in days tht'll follow! :)